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Are we on the Right Track?

These are some thoughts that came to me recently.

Are we on the right track?

All the tracks may appear to be very close at the present moment, but is that because we are at a junction point?

Will all the tracks go off in very different directions?
Are we on the right track?
Do we need to make a small adjustment, now, so that where we head off to changes?

Will we be pleased with the track we are on, or change to?
Does it even mater if we are pleased with our choice of track?
Where does Our Lord God want, for us to be?

Will we follow His guidance, for where we should be?
Will we trust Him, for the way that we should go?

Jeremiah 29:11-13
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

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Can our Answers be, Not so Judgemental?

If we are asked an offensive question, are we able to answer it, in the least offensive way?

A scenario has been running through my head recently. It goes…

You are at church, and after the service, an individual, who is wearing pro LGBT attire, approaches you, and then asks, “Would your church, allow a same sex marriage to take place here?”

Did you take a sharp intake of breath, at reading the scenario?
If you did, I hope that it wasn’t an offensive sharp intake of breath ….??? 🙂

I do hope that I haven’t caused any offence by just writing the scenario (or the comment that followed). But in our modern day society, such a question, could possibly be asked, at some point, by somebody.

How would you answer such a question, if you were ever to be asked something like it?

Would you fall into the trap of, “Well, I/we believe that, …..” and then go into a preaching session of just what you believe?
Possibly/probably causing an amount of offence, of a higher magnitude than you mean to, without realising or understanding the offence that you are causing? (I’ll leave it up to our Heavenly Father, to show what offence (if any) could be taken from such an answer. 🙂 )

When we look at the question that was posed, the answer should really be, one of three possible responses. “Yes”, “No”, or “I don’t know”. (The question was, effectively, a yes or no type of question.)
The response might sound slightly different or be a combination of two answers, such as. “I think not, but you could check with the leadership of the church.”

Unfortunately for those of us who believe what the bible says, we can hear the question that hasn’t, yet been asked, of “and why is that so?”

We can be all to quick to offer our opinions, even before they are asked for. Sometimes the “why do you believe that?” question, may quickly follow, but other times, it might not!
If we are going to offer our opinions and beliefs, then could we at least wait until they have been asked for?
I have probably made this mistake in the past myself. 😦

If we are asked the “Why”, then could we possibly try to temper our answers, by first asking something like, “Am I able to speak freely, as I feel that you might not like my answer?”
Sometimes this could be the right approach, but then other times, even doing that, could possibly cause an awkward moment???
Hearing what Our Lord God is speaking to us will be the best guide, for what to do.

If you feel that the question is loaded with all kinds of trouble, that you don’t know how to navigate, then you could try to use a further version of the “I don’t know answer”. Which could sound something like, “I’m not to sure of the answer to your question, but we could go and ask someone in the leadership team?”
Yes, I know, this response is a bit (or a lot) of passing the buck. But it is a valid response that could be used, if you feel that you are out of your depth with any question that you may be asked, at any time. The leadership team might not be too happy with you for passing the buck onto them. But they could be even more upset, if an answer is given, that then leads to a bigger confrontation, that follows any answer that is given by you?

Could part of the problem be, that we think we should be able to answer all or some questions, even if they are a little bit more tricky?
Can it be, that we know what we believe, but we can then struggle to share this, in a way that doesn’t cause offence?

I think that part of the problem for us who believe the Bible, is that we can know what the truth is, from the Bible, and as such, can want to share that truth, but in a way, that is a little bit to quick, and energetic.
If we are not careful, then can we end up sharing the truth that we know, in a way that causes pain and anguish, to others, with very little positive outcomes? 😦
A previous post of A Hot Cup of Tea, looks into this line of thinking further.

In our current day and age, we could be tempted to think, “Would I be better off to say nothing at all then?”

I do believe that this could also, very much so, be a mistake.

If we have a truth, but then fail to share that truth, then is the truth, effectively being hidden, by us, by not sharing that truth?

Matthew 5:13-16
13 “You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled underfoot.

14 “You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16 In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.

From Jesus’s words, we can see that we are meant to bring a light to the world. Do we bring that light?
What kind of light do we bring?
A gentle light that brings illumination to the right path to take?
Or, do we bring a harsh and intense light, that people want to run and flee from?

Could that harsh and intense light be, us making judgments, and making those judgements known, even if we are doing it, without ever quite knowing that we are doing so?

If we are facing a difficult question or situation, then can we hear and follow what Our Lord God would want us to to say, or do, and as such bring a gentle light, that illuminates a better way to go?

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Can we Judge, without Passing Judgement?

Blinded by the Light

A Hot Cup of Tea

To Conform or Not to Conform, that is the question?

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Try to not pick up the wrong end of the Stick.

Have you ever tried to pick up a red hot poker stick by the wrong end?

Hopefully, the answer to the above question is a resounding “no!” But how many times have we picked up the wrong end of something, for it to then cause some pain and damage of some kind?

It can be painful to pick anything up by the wrong end, but are we ever able to recognise, when we have done such a thing?

In the case of the red hot poker, it would be painful, from the moment that it was touched. Pain can influence our decisions, but unfortunately, in a bad way.

If we are finding ourselves in a painful situation, could it possibly be, because we have picked up a red hot poker, by the wrong end? If we have, then could we try to put it down and sooth our hand, before picking it up by the right end.

When held in the right way, it can be wielded in a better way, for a better purpose. That purpose could be to quench the heat, and then defuse a tense situation, that then leads to a more comfortable environment for all. The purpose could also possibly be to wield the red hot poker, in such a way, that brings about a positive change, that is good for all.

Whatever the true purpose of the red hot poker, we will never realise it, if we are holding onto it, by the wrong end. We could only end up experiencing the pain and anguish from doing such a thing. (Along with everyone else who comes near us.)

It will be so much better for all, if we can put the red hot poker down. Then sooth our hand, and try again. Only this time, pick it up, by the right end. 🙂

If we can’t pick it up by the right end, then would we be better to leave it on the ground, and wait for some instructions of what to do next? Or could we even just wait for someone else, who is better equipped to handle the red hot poker, to come along???

If we are finding ourselves at a loss, and not knowing what to do next, then could we seek Our Heavenly Father, and ask Him for His guidance and direction, for the way we should go? He is there, and able to lead and guide us, if we will seek Him, and His way to go.

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A Hot Cup of Tea

I have a hot cup of tea to share with you.
But How will I share it with you?

I could place it on a table, and wait for you to pick it up?
I could hand it to you?
I could hand it to you in a rush, and end up spilling it over your hand?
I could throw it at you? (Not a good option)
I could throw it into your face? (Oh dear, this is getting very wrong now. 😦 )

Which is the best option or options, for sharing this hot cup of tea?

Hopefully the answer is clear. Option One or two, is the only good way to share a hot cup of tea!!!
To hand it over, so that it can be a refreshing drink, for you, and doesn’t cause you any harm.

What is the hot cup of tea, that I have to share with you?

In some instances, it can be the Good News, that we have to share.
The Good News that God Loves you, and welcomes you to know Him, personally. (I do hope that I haven’t just thrown a hot cup of tea over you, by just making that statement??? 🙂 )

We do indeed, have Good News to share!
But can we sometimes, just throw it into people’s faces, in such a way, that all we end up doing, is causing pain and anguish?
The very opposite of what we are trying to bring.

The sad truth is, that I have possibly/probably already done this in the past. 😦
I do apologize to anyone, who I might have thrown any cups of tea at in the past.

So the next question is, “Why do we do this?”

It’s not that we want to throw any tea at people, but that we are eager to share the tea. OK, sometimes we can just be, too eager, and hence the bad delivery service. 😦
A previous post of, Are you Walking on the Train Tracks, tries to explain the reason behind our eagerness. (Short version, trying to give a warning about impeding danger.)

If we have been throwing cups of tea around, then can we try to do any better?

Now let’s be clear, I’m not suggesting that we stop sharing The Good News, but just that we might have a better delivery service.

We may well feel as if we have the ultimate medicine that cures all things, but does that give us the right to just pour it down, people’s throats, declaring, “This is for your own good!” ?

Hopefully the answer is clear, No! We don’t have the right you do that. If something was just poured down your throat, then wouldn’t you try to spit it back at the one who tried to do such a thing?

But then I’m lead to the question of, “But can’t I at least present this all healing medicine to you, and then let you make your choice, as to if you want to take it, or not?”

I do honestly think that I do have Good News to share with you. But I don’t, just want you throw it in your face. But I would like to have the privilege, to try to present it to you, in a way that allows you to either pick it up, or just leave it where it is.

I’m trying to learn how to do better, and to follow the example in Revelation 3:20 where God says,

Revelation 3:20
20 Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me.

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If you would like to look further into “The Good News” that I would like to share with you, then one of the links below, might be a place to start. If one just kind of stands out to you, then maybe you could try reading that one???

The Fence in the Wind

Renew the Inside

Are you walking on the Train Tracks?

The Rope and The Thread

More Posts with an Outreach feel

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What is Humbleness and Humility?

Quite a while back I wrote a bit about boldness and arrogance.
In this post I’m looking a bit at humbleness and humility.

On the whole, whenever I hear teaching about this subject, the thinking goes along the lines of, “Put others first”. Now this can not be a bad thing in itself, but is there more to this?
Are we meant to do more than just put others first?

We all have different roles to fulfil and as such, some roles are more visible than others.

I’m drawn to…
1 Corinthians 12:21
21 The eye cannot say to the hand, “I don’t need you!” And the head cannot say to the feet, “I don’t need you!”

Now my thinking goes a little bit crazy here. 🙂
What if the head was to say, “I need to be a bit more humble, so therefore I shall take on the role of a foot.” ???

Would this thinking ever go well for the head or the body as a whole???

I don’t think so.
The whole body would have you be turned upside down in order to put the head next to the ground. ???
Or the back would be so twisted that it would cause all sorts of trouble. How long would the face last, being pounded against the ground?
No, the heads rightful place is at the top of the body.

So does this mean that the head is being proud by being at the top of the body?

Clearly not. The head belongs on the top of the body.
The only problem comes if the head starts you think, “I’m at the top, therefore, that makes me better than the rest.”

The head by itself would be useless.
How would it move?
How could it feed itself?
The head needs the body just as much as the body needs the head.

Everything needs to be in it’s proper place, fulfilling the role that it’s meant to, without thinking more or less of itself than it should.

I’ve also heard it said that true humility isn’t just putting others first as this is just putting yourself down, and hence the focus is still on yourself. But that true humility is being aware of who you are in God’s thinking and then fulfilling that role, without thinking more or less of yourself, than you should.

If you are anything like me, then you might like rules and guidelines to show you, how you should be acting. The problems can come when the guidance for one is different to the guidance needed for a different person.
The guidance for the head is going to be different to what the foot needs to hear.
What if the head needs to stand tall so that the eyes can see if there is any trouble ahead. But the foot could be told, stop and stand firm, to allow the trouble to pass us by.
If both instructions are for the good of the body, then both instructions are valid.
Is the important bit, “for the good of the body”?

Now we should not fool ourselves and state, “But this is for the good of the body” and then do whatever we want to.
Our Heavenly Father knows the difference, even if we don’t.
Hence our need to seek Him and His guidance in our lives all the time. If we are seeking Him, then hopefully even when we get it wrong, then He can turn it around for good. He is fully able to.

At this point I feel as though, all I’ve done is walk around in circles and I’m still non the wiser??? 🙂

When all is said and done, can we know who we are in our Heavenly Fathers sight, and then endeavour to be just that?
Are we willing to speak up when He asks us to speak and are we willing to be quiet when He asks us to be quiet?

Father,
You alone are Lord God Almighty.
What You think matters that much more than anything else.
Help us to hear You that much better, so that we can remain in you and where You want us to be, that much better.
Amen.

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When darkness descends, it can be bad.

This is going to be one of those warts and all testimonial posts, that I’d be happy for you to not read. 🙂
I’m personally thinking that it’s brave or stupid to publish it. (More stupid than brave is my thinking.) The short version of what happened is, I crashed my car into a kerb. The full version can be read on another Blog Site of, Warning 400BHP. With a follow up post of, “Lessons Learned, from a Bad Experience“.
If you know of anyone who is new to a high powered car, then sharing those posts, could possibly help them to not make the mistakes that I made.
Below is what was written at the time, as I was going through it.

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The title of this post is the softly softly version.
The title I was thinking was too dark for me to even write. But suffice to say, when things go wrong, then a darkness can descend very quickly.

I’m not going to go into the details of what has happened here. I might or might not cover it on another post (or blog site). But troubles of a fashion have come along, of my own making.
I made a mistake, and now I have to deal with the consequences. It could have been so much worse, and I am thankful that it wasn’t. But that is not enough to stop the darkness, a replay of what happened.
Writing it out helps, hence this post. To be or not to be published???

I don’t want to have a pity party, but in some respects here I am.
I will seek the light and My Lord God Almighty!
It’s not easy, as I write this. Part of me just wants to run and hide, pretend it didn’t happen. But it did, and part of dealing with it is facing up to it, even though I don’t want to.
A need to apply three little words, comes yet again. Accept, Repent and Forgive.
The forgiving bit includes myself for getting it wrong in the first place. (Sometimes not an easy thing to do.)

I need to turn my back to The Calling Abyss, and face up to what has happened. Then try to deal with the consequences, as best I can.
Help is available. PLEASE Lord, Help me.

I know that my situation is small and a lucky escape, but the darkness still beckons.
Lord I hand it over to You, yet again.
My small thing, that really is nothing, I hand it to You again.
Please take away my pain and hurt.
The shame that I feel, God, of being so silly.
I know that it’s all out of proportion.
Please, still the voice of the enemy.
Make my ear attentive to Your words.

I was at church this morning, trying to (and failing to), not keep running through it, and what needs to be done, all over again. I am a place of light, yet the darkness wants to creep in, even here.
Some thoughts came to me, as the pastor was talking about coming to God.
When the darkness comes, it can be very dark and all consuming. Seek the light, Seek the Light, Seek the Light!

I can’t share this, I’m almost crying, just thinking it.
Just need to do it at the moment. Being in church is a good place to be. Few people actually know what’s going on, on the inside at the moment. My Lord God Almighty KNOWS though. Just need to seek His Light.

I’ve got praise music playing in the background, just need to listen to it now and take in biblical truths.

Who the Son sets free, is free indeed.
I’m a child of God. Yes I am.
In my Father’s House there’s a place for me.
I am chosen, not forsaken.
I am who You say I am.
You are for me, not against me.
I am who You say I am.

Now I just need to believe it, that little bit more.
Please help me to take it in, and to continue to seek You and Your Light, My Lord God Almighty.

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The word of, “When the darkness comes, Seek The Light“, was written into a post, which was published, very close to the time it was written. (The link above takes you to that post, if you wanted to read it???)

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Righteous Living can come with a Cost.

Ephesians 6:14

Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place,

The full amour of God can be read in Ephesians 6:10-17

For this post I will be looking at the breastplate of righteous, or more simply, just doing what is right. Which can sometimes, come at a cost.

There can be times when we know what it is, that we should do, but do we?
Do we do the ….. that we know we should be doing, or do we look for a way out?
Do we go actively looking for a get out clause?

Now in order to keep this a balanced post, I feel that I need to point out, that if Our Lord God directs us to or instructs us to take any such escape route, then we should take it.
Hearing His voice should be our best leading, for the path that we should take.

What I’m talking about here, is when we know that we should do …… but we just don’t want to, because of ……. .

In theses instances, then will we pay the cost of doing the right thing?

This is where it can become a bit more difficult to put on the breastplate of righteousness.

If you haven’t guessed it already, I’m facing such a dilemma at the moment.

I have an item that is a bit broken.
There is a cost to repair this said item.
It’s a price that I would rather not pay.
I could possibly, just try to sell the item, with a nod and a wink, it’s all good …. ??? Really, … ???
This is not really an option, but the prospect still keeps knocking at the door.

To add extra insult to injury, the people I need to pay to repair the item, do not appear to be the best at what they are doing, even though they should be the experts.

Lord, please help me to know what I should do now???

Then some thoughts come to me.

Can you make the payment, to make the item good, but consider it an offering to Me, your Lord God Almighty?
Can you make the payment and consider it as a freewill offering to Me that is a fragrant offering to Me, that is acceptable by Me?

….. Oh, ….. How I like these kinds of thoughts. … 🙂
(I do actually like these thoughts, and all the more so, when they are from my Heavenly Father.)

This is a case of, “OK Lord. I can do that.”

All of a sudden, I’m not fighting this anymore, and I now have a measure of peace in the mix. Nothing has changed, but my mindset has shifted.
It’s my Lord God’s money in my account anyway. If He wants me to pay some to a certain place, then who am I to argue with Him?

If we are facing something, that our Lord God wants us to do, but we just don’t want, because of the cost to us (the cost could be money or time, effort or anything else) then could we try to see it, as an offering that Our Heavenly Father will find acceptable?
A fragrant offering, that Our Heavenly Father, will be pleased with?

Could we try to see the difficult things to do in this way, so that we can then put on the breastplate of righteousness, that then pleases Our Heavenly Father?

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What we do, when we think no one sees, Matters

I’ve recently read Genesis 41:1-40.
It’s the part when Joseph interprets Pharaoh’s dreams, and is then raised to the position of Pharaoh’s number one man.

This time, a thought occurred to me. A report about Joseph, would have gone ahead of him, before Joseph came into Pharaoh’s presence.

It’s obvious really. Of course questions would be asked about a prisoner who was going to be brought before Pharaoh.
Is he violent?
How does this man respond to authority?
Can this prisoner be trusted to not misbehave in front of Pharaoh?
He was in Potiphar’s service, what does Potiphar say about this Joseph?
What do those in the prison say about Joseph?

If a bad report went before Joseph, then would he ever have found himself face to face with Pharaoh?

I do think that is safe to say that the prison staff would have given a good report about Joseph as…

Genesis 39:20-23
20 Joseph’s master took him and put him in prison, the place where the king’s prisoners were confined.

But while Joseph was there in the prison, 21 the Lord was with him; he showed him kindness and granted him favour in the eyes of the prison warden. 22 So the warden put Joseph in charge of all those held in the prison, and he was made responsible for all that was done there. 23 The warden paid no attention to anything under Joseph’s care, because the Lord was with Joseph and gave him success in whatever he did.

Now, it seems to me that because Joseph acted in a trustworthy way, and with integrity, with the little that he had been given. Was this in part, why Joseph then found that he was elevated to the highest position possible in Egypt.

Genesis 41:38-40
38 So Pharaoh asked them, “Can we find anyone like this man, one in whom is the spirit of God?”

39 Then Pharaoh said to Joseph, “Since God has made all this known to you, there is no one so discerning and wise as you. 40 You shall be in charge of my palace, and all my people are to submit to your orders. Only with respect to the throne will I be greater than you.”

How much of the report that Pharaoh heard about Joseph, helped Pharaoh to make his good decision to raise Joseph up to his new position? How much of what Pharaoh heard, helped him to come to the conclusion that, “there is no one so discerning and wise as you.” ?

What we do, when we think that no one is watching, matters.
It certainly appears to have made a difference for Joseph.

In the account of Joseph, are we seeing the principal that Jesus teaches us in a parable, play out before us?

Luke 19:16-17
16 “The first one came and said, ‘Sir, your mina has earned ten more.’

17 “‘Well done, my good servant!’ his master replied. ‘Because you have been trustworthy in a very small matter, take charge of ten cities.’

Joseph wasn’t just given ten cities to take charge of, but the whole of Egypt to take charge of.

If we work well with the little that we are given, will we then be given more?
More responsibility?
More blessings?
See more of Our Lord God’s Kingdom come, in our own lives?

How different would the account be, if Joseph had let bitterness and anger take charge of his actions?
Thankfully Joseph didn’t go down the route of anger and resentment. Instead, he worked with honesty and integrity, which lead to many people being provided for, in a time of famine.

What kind of report will go before us?
Will it be a report that we will be happy for others to read, or one we would rather hide away from?
When Our Lord God reads our report, will He say to us, “Well done, my good servant!” ?

What we do, when we think that no one is watching, matters.

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Apparently, I’ve been involved in a Hit and Run???

I’ve pondered for a while, of should I publish, just keep this one as a personal record, or even just delete it?
Why am I publishing this one now???
In effect it’s the long version of something that happened to me, that has now been posted on my other blog site. The short version can be read Here.
This Long version is the warts and all testimonial of what happened, and how I dealt with it. (Badly, is how I feel that I mostly dealt with it, as I struggled to see the difference between Glass and Sugar.)

Below is what was mostly written, as it was happening.
As always, it’s your choice as to whether it’s worth reading, or not???
(This one which I would be happy for you to not read. 🙂 )

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Unfortunately, no, this is not a joke. I have a letter from the Met police stating (or so I thought) that my car was involved in an incident and that the driver of the car failed to stop and exchange details.

This was, still is, news to me.

One of the first things that I did was to quickly look at my car. No apparent damage there then. No paint marks, no dents or broken lights. Have I really been involved in an incident then? (I will try to use language that doesn’t assume blame. I would not like to self incriminate myself by using the wrong word. Incident instead of accident being an example. I hope and pray that I can use the correct terms.)

Should I even be writing this?
No problem with writing it, but should I publish it?
At this point in time, I don’t know. If you are reading it, then the answer appears to be yes. At the moment I just need to take the next step, which is write it, so that I can then have a statement of where I am, at this point in time.

So where am I, at this point in time?
Two sleep-ness nights and a couple of very dry tasting meals, and I think that I am starting to gain some level of peace. (Of sorts)

Back to where I left off. First look at my car. No apparent damage.
Is this letter some kind of bad joke?
Is it a scam?
Or is it genuine?
The answer to these questions is, “I do not know.”
Has anybody been hurt? Again, I don’t know, but it is another worry to deal with, along with concern of how could this of happened, and what does it mean now?

If it is a scam, then I wouldn’t want to use the contact details in the letter or the prepaid envelope. I would rather use the 111 number to contact the police, or go to my local police station. If it is a scam, then the police should be told about it. If it is genuine, then the need to contact the police, in the right way, is all the more important.

Part of my asking, “Is this a scam?” Is because the letter is addressed to a “Mr Somebody else” (The name on the letter is a name, I am just using “Mr Somebody else”)
Who is this Mr Somebody else?
The letter has my car registration details at the top of the letter, but it then states, “Dear Mr Somebody else”. This very much so confuses me.

What do I know?
Very little at this point in time. I have a letter stating (again, or so I thought) that, on a date at a time, my car was involved in an incident. (The term used in the letter was actually “alleged”, an important point that I missed.)
Was I in my car on this date, at the stated time?
I mostly cycle to work, so it is a question. Short version, yes. I think that I was in my car at the stated time and date.
Was I at the location stated?
I was in the local area stated, but I do not think that I was at the exact location stated. The location looks as if it could be a general location, and not an exact location. This confuses me. Was I at the stated location or not? (If only I understood the location section of the letter, straight away.)

I am being asked, “where was I?” at a specific date and time, to the minute. “On my way to work” is the only real answer, that I can give. I don’t drive my car looking at the clock, this would be a dangerous thing to do. So, I was on my way to work, at the stated time.

This next paragraph is written after the event. I didn’t write it at the time as I didn’t want to self incriminate myself.
I have stated that, initially I didn’t see any damage, and this is true. But on a second look, I did see some new scuff marks on the front bumper of the passenger side of the car. This added to my freaked out mind that much more.
Short version of my continued freak out.
In my mind, the dustbin collector truck that I probably went past on a road, is where I thought that I could have possibly hit a wheelie bin, and then injured a bin collector, which was then caught by a camera on the truck. This was all theory, but my freaked out mind was taking this theory, far too seriously.
Back to the time the account was written.

It has not been easy to come to this point where I can clearly state, I don’t know what has happened. I have very much so needed to apply three little words. Accept, Repent and Forgive.

I have needed to Accept that this letter has come to me, and that I need to deal with it. I need to cut away the veil of what ifs, and instead, try to concentrate on what is. (Oh, if only I could have Not listened to the what ifs.) I need to face up to the indication that something has happened and try to deal with it in a responsible manner.

Repent. I have a need to take actions that should lead to the issue being resolved in the best possible manner, without adding fuel to a fire, that appears to be burning. (Am I adding fuel by writing this???)

I have needed to forgive all who have caused me the stress of these past two days. (I think that it is wise to not go into too much detail on this one.) I endeavour to forgive all, as this is my route to some semblance of peace.

I know that there is a storm raging outside, but part of my belief is that we can have peace, in the middle of a storm, if we follow the prompting of One who is Greater than us. Our Lord God Almighty.

I also have this belief that, the truth will set you free. (That is part of John 8:32) So I need to endeavour to walk in the truth, and not hide away from what is happening. I also need to keep applying the three little words of accept, repent and forgive, which is currently not an easy task to do.

So there we have it.
I’m in a bit of a pickle, of some sort, that is unknown to me.
I also need to stop being the walking zombie that I could so easily be turning into (more like, had turned into), and instead look to my Heavenly Father for guidance instead.

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Third night of troubled sleep, and it is all still there.
The only good thing about troubled sleep, is that I then have time to ponder the situation with my Lord God.

Current thoughts that have been going round my mind.

Am I actually innocent until proven guilty?
Or, now that I have been issued the letter, am I presumed guilty because an allegation has been made against me, and I now need to prove my innocence? (It is, I believe, innocent until proven guilty.)

No evidence has been presented to me yet, other than a general location, and a date and time.
What is the exact location of the incident? (It was in the letter, but my freaked out mind missed it.)
What happened?
What are the facts, that are available, at this present time?

I would like answers to these questions!

The other thought that keeps coming back to me is, “How did my car come into contact with another entity?”
I say entity, because I don’t know what it is that has come into contact with my car, if any contact has occurred?
Did the entity hit my car or did my car hit the entity? (My car did not come into contact with any entity, as it was not involved in the incident.)
That is an important question to ask, as it then opens the door to blame. Who is to blame for the contact that is alleged to have happened?
I know that it looks bad for me, as I drove away. But I drove away, because I was unaware of anything happening. (As nothing did happen!) As I have also previously stated, this also a worry, the prospect of driving away without knowing that something has happened.

Another thought that keeps coming back is, “In law, what maters more, facts or theories?”
I have very few facts, but a lot of theories, most of which are probably nonsense. (Which proved to be utter nonsense.) Do they even have any place in the world of law? If nonsense theories are spoken out, could they then trip you up??
I will endeavour to keep all my theories to myself, as they are just that, theories and not facts. I will be interested to hear what a legal expert has to say about this thought.
Can, should I keep quiet about any theories that I may or may not have, if I even have any at all? (Yes I had a theory, and it was doing me no good.)

This is proving to be very stressful. Almost reducing me to tears, on occasions.
My wife, who is disabled, is also feeling the strain. She is less able to process what is going on, and if we were to even try to discuss this issue together, well, it would probably cause more stress than help.
So we both, seem to have agreed to not talk about it. (Which was probably the best course of action that we could both take. She was with me in it, and offered as many hugs as she could, when she was able to.)
My counsel is currently coming from my pondering with my Lord God Almighty.

I did call a free 24 hour legal helpline that is available to me, a benefit from the union.
I spoke to someone straight away, who then said that they would refer me to a solicitors firm, who would then contact me within three working days.
Hence my waiting, instead of just going straight to the Police Station. It makes sense to try to understand the situation, to the best that I can before going to the Police Station. Which means, waiting to talk to someone who knows about these things.

This free legal advice is also making me think that it is only a fishing line for people who are in need, and as such, will then ask for representation?
How free is this, Free 24 hour legal helpline?
It’s proving itself to not be 24 hour, but wait three working days.
Three possible days of waiting. More as it is currently the weekend.

I continue to write this, as it helps to keep things straight in my own head, and, I hope, reduces the endless playback of what is going on and where will it go to?

The question of publishing or not?
I am currently just writing. The question of, “If or when to publish?” will be looked into later.
My Lord God does have the power of veto over me, and He will be my lead for what or when to do all things.

This is were my writing at the time finishes. The next bit is written after the issue has been resolved.

That morning I did go to church. It was a very good choice to do so. A member of our church was a police man. As I entered, he was available straight away. Time was short, but he helped me to understand what I was looking at, and helped me to know what steps to take next.
He assured me, the letter was genuine and not a fake. As such it did need to be responded to, and that I could use the email address in the letter. He even said that he recognised the name in the letter from a different matter.
He also pointed out that the location was exact and not a general location, as I had convinced myself that it could be. This was the starting point of me realising, that I was never anywhere near the location of the incident.
I feel now that it should have been instant relief, but it wasn’t. My brain was so frazzled, that it took time to percolate through.

Relief finally started to come after I wrote an email, basically stating, “It’s not me, I wasn’t there. I was somewhere else. You could even check a camera at a location for my time of passing it.”
I also put a small note, stating that the letter had caused me, “some concern.” Biggest understatement ever.

In my mind, I had been one step away from being thrown into jail, for for breaking the arm of a bin man, who was going to sue me for every penny I had. That would then leave me uninsurable on any car, ever again.
I know, a complete OTT reaction.
It wasn’t there all the time, but every now and then… (This may or may not be going over to slight over-exaggeration… 🙂 )
It’s certainly fair to say that, it had been a stressful time.

A couple of days later I received a reply to my email, and of course, I’m all in the clear.
I also receive an explanation of why I was sent the letter.
An incident had occurred at a location, and in order to try and find the person responsible, letters were sent out to car owners of the make of the car that was in the general area, at the time of the incident, which included me. 😦

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What do you See?

I recently cut a tree back in my garden. All the branches were then strewn all over the garden, making a bit of a mess.

Then a thought came to me.

Do you see the garden full of mess, or can you see the clear garden, once the mess has been cleared out?
There is a work to be done, but the clear garden is there, to be seen, if you have the vision to see what it will be, once the work has been done.

Now to some, this may sound like a load of nonsense, but I do think that there is a truth, to the thought.

The garden may appear to be in a bit of a mess, at the moment.
But once the clearing up work has been done, then it will be the clear garden, that it is meant to be. Having a clear vision of what it will be, helps with the motivation to do the work, that needs to be done.

So, if you see a mess in front of you, are you then able to have the vision to see what it can be, or will be, once a needed work, has been done?

Proverbs 29:18 (King James version)
18 Where there is no vision, the people perish: but he that keepeth the law, happy is he.

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There is still a little bit more to be said about this post.

If you are able to gain a vision of what could be… then what?
Will you be able to do the work that is needed, so that the vision, then becomes a reality?

We do need both the vision and the effort of doing the work, to then truly see the vision come to pass.

Proverbs 14:23
23 All hard work brings a profit,
    but mere talk leads only to poverty.