This is another one of them posts that I’m kind of reluctant to write.
However, all I can do is try to start it, and see if it goes anywhere.
(I’ve just re-read this post, and it feels a bit raw to me. I put this down to it being hot off the press, or written in real time. Effectively, it’s all happened and been written this week. Hoping this blesses somebody.)
This is going to be about a not so pleasant experience, but hopefully it will have a positive twist by the end. So please try to stick with it.
I’ve done something to my heels just recently. They are both feeling very much so bruised. I have no idea of what has caused it, but it hurts to put any weight on them.
This is a problem when it comes to walking, as you can’t walk without putting weight on your heels.
I’ve tried to walk just using the front part of my feet, but that doesn’t work either. I can still feel the pain in my heels and it also puts more strain on different parts of my legs, which I’m thinking could then cause me different problems with my legs.
What does this actually mean for me at the moment?
It means that I want to do very little.
It also means that I’m very much so confused, because there are things that I want to/need to do, but to do them means pain on some level. I would rather just sit on the sofa (which irritates me).
Sitting on the sofa isn’t plain sailing either.
Trying to find a position for my feet that I find comfortable can be a puzzle all of its own, and there just doesn’t seem to be any one solution that will just work. Just partial solutions that work for a short time.
Just walking to the toilet is awkward, but that is one thing that just has to be done.
So why am I writing all this?
The answer is the title of this blog. Some things you can only appreciate if you experience them.
I’ve spoken to a couple of people who have had serious trouble with their legs. I thought that I had some kind of idea of what life was like for them.
I didn’t, and I probably still don’t.
Unless you experience it, then how can you truly know it?
You might think that you understand what these past days have been like for me by what you have just read, but you can’t know it unless you’ve had a similar experience.
What I have written is just a small glimpse of what has happened for me these past days. Hopefully my heels/legs will return normal soon, and then life will return to normal. (Well, as normal as normal can be.)
So you, or myself can’t truly know what it is to experience this on a long term basis. (I certainly hope not to experience this on a longer time scale.)
Now, I said that there was going to be a twist, and here it comes.
When it comes to the things of God, you do need to experience them to appreciate them.
You can read all about God, but unless you put the things you read into practice, then you will never truly know them. (Or more importantly, Him.) You can know of the goodness that God has for you, but unless you truly walk it, then you can ever truly know it?
So are you willing to put the knowledge you have of God into practice?
If you don’t know God personally, then will you ask Him into your life? Will you try to have an experience with God, instead of just having a head knowledge?
If you already know God, then will you say yes to Him all the more, and then have a greater experience of all the goodness that He has for you?
So what do I mean by saying yes to God?
Me writing this post when I didn’t want to is one such example.
I kind of thought that it could be a bit self centred and look at me and my little pity party. (Hopefully the real reason for this post will come through. π )
It is my hope that someone will be encouraged to enter into more of Our Lord God Almighty by reading this. That they may be inspired to say Yes to Him for the first time, or even in a new deeper way.
Unless we do say yes to Our Lord God Almighty, then how else can we truly know Him in a greater measure?
It really is one of those things that you need to experience, in order to truly understand it.
Father,
Whether it is a small thing or a big thing that You are asking us to do, please help us to have a willingness to say YES to you, all the more.
Help us to have a confidence that we can trust You in all things.
Our Loving Father.
Amen.
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This is already a longer post than I intended, but there is an update on how my feet are. So for me this is Part 2.
Two days ago, as I was going to bed, I was starting to feel better.
I was starting to be able to put some weight on my left leg and with my fancy homemade walking stick (an aluminium pole covered in reflective red and white tape, plus a round topper) I was able to go to the supermarket to do some shopping with my wife. (She had the trolley, as she is disabled and has trouble walking every day.) We must have looked a bit of a sight, two people hobbling about, one with a fancy stick and one with the trolley. π
As I was going to bed I was hoping I was past the worst of it.
The next morning, yesterday, I was very much so mistaken.
The pain had returned with a vengeance. I managed to have a shower. (In part, thanks to the grab handles we have for my wife.) But as I was washing my legs I noticed a raised bump on my left leg, on the front near to the ankle. I also noticed a similar, but smaller bump on the other leg, slightly higher up.
Now the increase in pain and these bumps freaked me out.
“What’s going on now! I thought I was getting better.”
I almost came to the point of tears (OK, I may have shed a couple.)
It’s at this point that I cried out to The Lord in a new way, “Please, just HELP me.” Was the general plea.
I don’t like to seek medical help, but the time had now come. (Or was overdue.)
I tried calling 111, (Our NHS medical help line number.) To hear the message of “All our operators are busy, you could try our online service, or hold.”
OK 111 online it is then. Then answering what seems like endless questions.
The service asks questions to rule out the more severe things first.
Is this a time to be thankful for endless questions?
Am I blessed by all these questions as things are not as bad as they could be?????? (Yes is most probably the answer here.)
I get to the end of the questions and I am told to contact my doctor. (Not feeling hopeful about this one.)
To cut a long story short, I phoned the doctors surgery to be greeted with options to choose from. (Press 1 for ….) For the several options I selected, the phone either went dead or gave a recorded message, then went dead. I tried a phone number, one of the messages gave me, to then hear a message of, “Our offices are closed at present, please call back at …..”.
“AAAARRRRRRR” Where is the help?
I go back to the doctors surgery number and select what I think is the wrong option, and finally, I manage to speak to a person.
I am told all appointments are gone and there is no availability to see a doctor. (I was expecting this, hence my reluctance to try.)
However, I was told I could be referred to a pharmacist. (It didn’t take too long for me to say yes to this.)
Again, to try and cut a long story short. I had two more phone calls.
I think one was possibly a doctor.
And then I finally went to the pharmacist, to see her in person.
She thought the bump was an insect bite. (Such relief. I’ve been blessed with an insect bite, and it’s nothing more serious. π )
She then goes on to tell me that what I had spoken to her, can take up to two weeks to recover from….
I’m now starting to feel like a bit of a fraud at this point.
You see, as I was walking to the pharmacy I had my fancy stick with me, thinking “I don’t need this, at this moment in time.”
There had been some time between the initial phone calls and me seeing the pharmacist, and my legs were doing better.
Looking back I’m thinking, “Is this the luck of the Lord?” (I’ll explain that phrase in a bit.)
In short was my Loving Father doing a work in me, even as I was trying what the world had to offer?
I would like to say that I have been touched by God and healed, but there hasn’t been any sudden healing, just a slow getting better.
However, we are talking hours instead of weeks.
That was lucky then! π
Or was it actually the luck of the Lord….
Or to put it another way, Blessings from my Lord God Almighty.
The phrase, “The luck of the Lord”, is something that I have heard Ian Green say when he has visited our church in the past.
The general idea goes that good things follow when you follow the prompting of your Heavenly Father.
Obedience leads to blessings.
Yesterday morning, things looked so bad that I went searching in the world for help and answers.
I also did the best thing I could.
I cried out to my Heavenly Father.
The world said two weeks to recover.
This morning I can do a partial stamp of my feet on the ground.
That was not anywhere in my thoughts yesterday.
That sounds rather lucky to me, the Luck of the Lord…. ???? π
Blessings from a Heavenly Father?
I’ll just say, Yes, Thank You and Amen to that one.
It really is something that you just have to experience to appreciate.
So if your Heavenly Father, your Lord God Almighty, prompts you to do something, then try to say yes to Him.
Blessings follow obedience.